If he gets mad, sometimes he doesn’t say a single word to her for weeks. She is now an alchoholic, and he doesn’t let her forget about that. In my home, my dad used to be really mean to my mom. I clearly hadn’t been reading up on the cases like I should have. I am sorry if I have caused any pain for men or women who has lived through something like this, by stating that I was standing behind Marilyn Manson. I will not throw it away, because it reminds me of certain things. I will no longer wear the beanie I wore when I posted the blogpost of me supporting Marilyn Manson. So from now on, I will play the CD’s instead of listening to him on Spotify. But I will not stop listening to his music, the songs that I already have memories with, and I have all of his albums standing behind me. I will not buy any more of his merchandise. I will no longer stream his music, og buy any more of his records. I will no longer support Marilyn Manson, eventhough I have been a fan for 20 years. Too many women has now come forward at told their stories, and even though I don’t believe Marilyn Manson is evil, I think he suffers from a mental disease, which is untreated and getting worse by druguse. I was angry because I am tired of both men and women getting accused of rape and violence against their partners or others, and getting unfairly judged by it.īut when it comes to Marilyn Manson, I was wrong. I have now educated myself on the situation, which I should have from the start. And that was, after all, where I started out. I did, eventionally, and it landed me on Marilyn Mansons team. What I am trying to say, maybe just is this: I hate myself and nobody do what I did and just listen to one side of the story. And it groces me out that it didn’t go that way with Marilyn Manson, a guy that I have admired since I was 17 years old. I knew instinctly that Amber was lying through her teeth. When Johnny Depp were accused by Amber Heard, I didn’t doubt him for a minute. I cannot see anything that points to any of the claims being real. But then my eyes was opened by a lot of other people, people who made serious sense when they talked about what had happened, what is going on behind the scenes, and I now stand with Marilyn Manson. I was so sad, that I had to disown Marilyn Manson, because I really do love both him and his music. Because after my last post here on my blog, where I disowned Marilyn Manson from only seeing videoes made by people who wanted the story to take a certain direction. And it pisses me off that I am apparently one of those people, who does that. It really pisses me off when an opinion is being made from studying only one side of the issue. “Have you given any thoughts to the idea of broccoli not being YOUR greatest fan?”Īnyways, the day is running out here in Denmark, and I really hope that Dave has spent his birthday the best possible way. The people saying he can’t sing I have also one thing to say to. But I still listen to ‘Deth, and I LOVE Dave’s voice. After some years, I can’t remember how many, I turned my gaze elsewhere. Even though I was 14 yeard old, and he is 19 years older than me. He really helped me (in my head), and my hopes and “prayers” that he would come alle the way from America to Denmark and take me away from my shitty life kind of kept me alive. No, I did not know him in person, and I never will, but I had sort of af friendship with him in my head (remember I’m living with schizophrenia), that really helped me through some extremely tough times, that I wouldn’t have made it through otherwise. I straight away liked all the songs, and I straight away fell in love with Daves voice, and also the man himself. The first album I ever bought, was “So Far, So Good… So What!” and I picked it out of all the others because I thought it had the coolest cover. If you don’t like the man, then just don’t send him any wishes) I have been a fan of Megadeth, but especially Dave, since april 1994. Do you know what that means? It means that we all have to wish a happy birthday to Dave Mustaine (if you want to, of course.